my hell comes from inside, comes from inside myself

...and it's our lives
                  it's hard to remember, it's hard to remember
we're alive for the first time
                  it's hard to remember, it's hard to remember
we're alive for the last time
                  it's hard to remember, it's hard to remember
to live before you die
                  it's hard to remember, it's hard to remember
that our lives are such a short time
                  it's hard to remember, it's hard to remember
when it takes such a long time
                  it's hard to remember...

(modest mouse)