you crawled beneath my veins

i write words for you
i have found in you
a true muse;
i savor you, crave you, desire you, lust for you,
dream about you, miss you when you're gone.
i have found you, my sweet muse,
special just for your ability
to inspire me, to charge me, to hurt me,
to love me even when i don't always realize i'm being loved,
to make me feel like everything and nothing all in the same breath.
i want you, i've always wanted you
deep down
where the synapses fire
and i burn in the
pit of my stomach
with desire to have you
consume you, eat you for dinner,
keep you all for myself
ah, but how selfish of me...
i fight to not smother you
with me.

ticky-tacky

does my idle chatter bore you,
is my prattle not up to par?
do my words not excite you
with their seeming lack of heat?
it's hard to spin
the lusty dusty verse
sometimes;
every now and again...

maybe tomorrow
i'll find
the words
to fuck
your mind;

then again, maybe not.

my knight in shining armor

breathtaking beautiful
naked rider
of the
night wind

wishful thinking

i want to be adored,
i want you to adore me,
and sometimes
i just need
a hug.

maybe i'm not the girl
you think i am,
me and my
little breakdowns.

sometimes i'm a loser
but i know
you love me.

the girl on the moon

this is not a love song
a short story...part one

devious state of mind
like an empty room
i want to know
a deeper meaning
a place to be
within the shadows

fade into you
after a storm
hidden in mystery
i feel you
revelation.shelter

moonlight couple
are you hoping for a miracle?
light echoes
late nights
the look of love

i want to buy you flowers
take me out tonight
wanna find neverland?
only us
try to dream
my fairy tales